Elaina's world

Man…. Life is so complicated latley.. so I am just giving up. I am done being mad at peoplem I am done arguing with people. Because life is short and there is no point in doing this kind of stuff anymore. 

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I am a good kid… get good grades…. dont do anything too bad.. and my parents still treat me like I am a freaking criminal and its really getting old. What is the point of trying so hard if I still have the same rules as someone in a flipping jail. My only motivation at this point is getting the flip out of this house only a year left and then I am gone. Period. 

Everything today! People just dont understand! I just blew up on Patrick cuz I got so mad! I thought I was going to choke someone today! And I felt bad for blowing up on him but today was just not a good day for me! 

Well guys.. Life well it isn’t so easy. It shouldn’t be though. Life is a challenge for a reason. You have to struggle or you wouldn’t know what you are living for in the first place.  

For real I love Laura to death. she understand me so well. We are like connected on a level that no one understands! I can’t believe we haven’t talked since 8th grade! That is ridiculousness… But we are making up for it now! Laura is swagtastic and we get annoyed with everyone else and everything else but we are alike in a way that we couldn’t ever get mad at each other! I love her to death…..

Now it really is about time I do this history outline……